Monday, December 30, 2013

::sigh::

So, the plan for this cycle was to sit back, relax, BD, and see what happens.  I told myself I wasn't going to stress over when I O'ed because we were shooting for EOD so what did it matter.  Well, that went right out the window once I hit CD16 and have had NO signs of ovulation.  Seriously.  Nothing. 

No EWCM, no O pains, nothing.  Nadda.  Zip.  Zilch. 

So I broke down yesterday on CD 16 and took an OPK using FMU and of course, nothing.  Big fat negative.  Same thing this morning.  Not even a hint of gearing up to O. 

Even with my previous unmedicated cycles I O'ed on my own, but it was just very weak.  I always get some kind of reading on an OPK even if it is a "high" fertility without a "peak".  So I have NO idea what is going on. 

Is it possible that I have worked so hard and lost all of this weight and for the first time will not ovulate at all?!  Seriously?!  That would be my luck so I guess I shouldn't be surprised if that is how this shakes out. 

Could I still ovulate this late in the game? 

I don't know.  I am so confused.  Maybe I should have charted so I would have had a better idea of what is going on, but I really didn't want to stress over this cycle.  Guess I should know by now that I will stress no matter what. 

So now I guess I just keep waiting and see what happens. 

4 comments:

  1. I'm sorry it's so frustrating!! You could definitely still O this cycle though and I hope you do. However, you've been on BCPs up until this cycle right? Getting off BCPs can screw up your body/cycles for a little bit too so you may have a wonky cycle this time (and maybe even next) but the weight loss still defnitely could have had a positive effect. Hang in there! I will keep my FX for O.

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  2. AHH! I'm so happy you O'd!!! All your hard work is paying off :-)

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    1. Thanks, Chickin. You are too sweet. This whole thing is so new to me. I have never had O pains like this and I have NEVER O'ed this late so I have no idea if that is a good or a bad thing. At least it is a different thing and the old thing wasn't working. :)

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