I have discovered the obsession with peeing on things now. I peed on another stick last night with the most diluted pee I could muster just to see if a line would show up -- it did.
Then this morning I peed on another stick and had a decent line -- not a squinter at least.
It still seems light to me but I am trying to remember that I am only 12dpo and find some hope. I guess we will see what my beta is today.
I hate that IF takes the excitement out of this. I feel like I should be jumping for joy that I FINALLY after years of trying have seen a positive pee stick. But, instead I am a nervous wreck. I can't even bring myself to tell DH until I know the beta numbers because I am so worried about getting him excited over nothing.
I think that's a beautiful line for 12dpo! I have everything crossed for you. Just a few more hours <3
ReplyDeleteI totally know what you mean about feeling like you should be jumping up and down but IF turns it into anxiety and preparing yourself for disappointment. I'm sorry that's happening to you too but if it makes you feel any better there are a whooooole lot of people who are excited FOR you!!! <3
ReplyDeleteI also think it's a great line for 12dpo! On my BFP cycle, I had a stark white test at 12dpo. FX for you!!
ReplyDeleteThanks, ladies. Each of your kind words has really helped me so much. <3 <3 <3
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