I caved and peed on things

Yesterday, at 10 dpo I had a small meltdown about how I was sure this cycle was a bust and I just wanted to see the BFN already so I could start to move on.  So, on my way home from the gym I stopped at the store and bought some cheap Answer brand hpts and took one at 1 pm.  (obviously not FMU like they tell you to do).  Of course, to my surprise there was a second line!  I took a picture and sent it to a friend just to make sure I wasn't hallucinating. 

So, I tested again this morning with FMU and another faint line.  This one almost seemed even more faint than the one yesterday which had me really concerned.  I also took a clear blue digital test with SMU and it said "not pregnant" so immediately I starting jumping to the conclusion that this is probably a chemical or just my trigger still lingering.  I was kind of crushed after allowing myself to be a little optimistic yesterday. 

Well, once you start peeing on things you can't just stop so over my lunch break today I went to the store and got some FRER's and peed on one in the office bathroom -- I know, I have a problem.  But, to my surprise I got the darkest line I have had yet.  So, I have no idea what is going on.  I guess I will have to learn some patience and wait until beta tomorrow.  I am not telling DH until I get beta results back so I know what to tell him, e.g, (1)  we are pregnant and beta is good so far, (2) we are pregnant but numbers are low so we need to proceed with caution or (3) just kidding, we are not pregnant. 

So, for your viewing pleasure here are my pee sticks from the last two days.